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Today is complete of 4 years, the day since Nov 1st 2009. The day i lost u. I dunno what's going on, Oct 2nd 2012 i'm dreaming about you, after i make status that i need new girlfriend and gotta leave u. But since Oct 2013 you never comes out again, even on my dream, is it mean u already leave me and lemme choose any girl to change your position in my heart. Do you know? Since we have lost contact, lot's of girl wanted to be my girlfriend, but i say no, and i wanna be alone. But Forgive me since several month a girl close to me and try break into my heart slowly but sure. The girl named Irish. And you must know, she is actually similar to you. I dunno why, is Allah want to test me or give me a gift.
But that make me wonder is, she is very similar to you. How i could say that? I'll make explanation for those complicated thing to be easier to understand.

1. LDR. You and her has Long Distance Relationship to me.
2. (Start to) know each other from May - Juni.
3. Got closer and closer on Oct (and i lost you in Nov 1st 2009).
4. Just finish high school.
5. Chemistry about crush and love.
6. I'm only say "Like" but you and her say "Love" to me.
7. I'm never demand you and her become my Girlfriend, but both of you offering to me to call you and her as my Girlfriend.
8. You and her have similar joke and attitude.
9. Lil bit aggressive.
10. Both of you has similar religion.
11. I'm the first man that teach both of you about caring and love.
12. Almost have similar dream and vision.
13. You are acquaintance of my Ex-love friend and She is acquaintance of my Ex-crush.
14. Your acquaintance has same province with you, her acquaintance has same province with her.

I dunno is it just accident or maybe Allah already setting it all. I really dunno. I hope you read my letter. This letter for you. I know, i'm already betray you because i'm broke our promise. But i have no choice, coz you are never show your existence anymore to me. And you maybe already forget about me. If you are not forget about me, i'm so sorry. If you still wanted me, i'm so sorry. If it's much worth to wait, i will do it. But you have not given me answer since you gone. That's make me sad all the time. Then she came with "All similar personality" How i can reject her? Coz she already make me fall, fall in love again. Even both of you has make me tears.

And i hope, this Nov is not "Tears day" for me again. I hope it's become great day that an answer all of my pray.

Then, i must keep moving. Forgive me, but i must thinking about my future. I'm only need your permit to agreed her as your exchange. 

At last, take care of your own self, coz you are in your way...
Best regard from me...
Nov 1st 2013
  • Listening to: - Dishwalla - Every Little Thing.
  • Reading: - Sadness Status
  • Watching: - Scar on my left hand
  • Playing: - NFS Carbon
  • Eating: - ญญญ
  • Drinking: - ญญญ


Artist | Hobbyist | Varied
About me :
Name : Mega Angkasa
Nick : Albim, Beben X Samuel

My Objective are:
1. Making 3D Art (10% Done)
2. Create my own game (1% Done)
3. Improve my intelligent on computer and technology (7% Done)
4. Make an original software (0.03% Done)
5. Meet my lost GF "Aurora" (0.00% Done)
"Wow" is the reason because i cannot do something like you, writen the feel on a paper and show what's feel on heart to word, cause it's hard to translate heart's feel. And my life is to mystery, feel something that i never know the meaning, i feel but don't know what to do, no place for share it, no one can hear it, walking along on the desert of powerless, try to wake from nightmare. Reading the road that never end...
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*You can find more about me on several Website*
Here is the list : : Electronic Name Card : Mega Angkasa on Facebook… : Mega Angkasa on Facebook (secondary account) : Mega Angkasa on Twitter : Mega Angkasa on Plurk : Mega Angkasa on Blogger : Mega Angkasa on Personal Web : Mega Angkasa on Personal Web : Mega Angkasa on Youtube
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Favourite genre of music: J-Pop, J-Rock, Electro.
Favourite style of art: Abstract
Operating System: Windows XP & Windows 7
MP3 player of choice: I-pod

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giratina530 Featured By Owner Jul 31, 2014  Student Digital Artist
happy birthday
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Creative-Caro Featured By Owner Sep 10, 2013  Student General Artist
Thank you so much for the watch! I will do my best to improve myself!
Ziiendris Featured By Owner Sep 1, 2013  Student General Artist
Thank you very much for the watch! =D
pgChan Featured By Owner May 5, 2013
Thanks for the watch!!!!
Shadowdanc3r Featured By Owner Mar 31, 2013
Thanks much for the :+fav: man, hope that things are well with you
Kameolynn Featured By Owner Feb 4, 2013  Hobbyist Photographer
Thank you for the watch!
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Martin--Art Featured By Owner Nov 1, 2012  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
Thanks for the :+devwatch:
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CodeGS-42 Featured By Owner Oct 30, 2012
And thanks for the llama!
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CodeGS-42 Featured By Owner Oct 30, 2012
Thanks for watching!
roarbinson Featured By Owner Oct 26, 2012  Hobbyist Photographer
hey thx for the :+devwatch: :dummy:
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JericaWinters Featured By Owner Oct 22, 2012  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Thanks for the watch! :hug:
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Shadowdanc3r Featured By Owner Aug 7, 2012
Hey man, Happy [late] B-day!!!! hope that you had an awesome day and that the year is going well for ya! :#1:
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Blackwolfncat2010 Featured By Owner Aug 3, 2012
I sent an angel to watch over you last night but it came back.
I asked "why?"
The angel said "angels don't watch over angels."
Twenty one angels are IN your world. Ten of them are sleeping, Ten are playing, one is reading this message.
Send this to ten friends including me. I guess if I don't get it back I'm not one of them. As soon as you get five replies, someone you love will quietly surprise you.
Please read, not joking. God has seen you struggling with something. God says its over. A blessing is coming your way.
If you believe in God send this message on. Please don't ignore it. You are being tested. God is going to fix two things BIG tonight in your favor. DROP Everything and pass it on. Tomorrow will be the best day of your life. Don't break this chain.
Send to 14 friends in 10 minutes. It's not that hard. ^-^
NeonBlobfish Featured By Owner Jul 31, 2012
Happy Birthday!!!
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A-Negative-Blood Featured By Owner Jun 14, 2012
Please vote for me here [link]
It would mean so much to me!!!!
Blackwolfncat2010 Featured By Owner Jun 7, 2012
[link] Tag your it! ^^
joannala Featured By Owner Apr 21, 2012  Hobbyist
thanks for the :+devwatch: :meow:
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Icelandichorselover Featured By Owner Apr 20, 2012  Hobbyist General Artist
Hi! Eh, you watch me, but I made another account: ~NinaReidx, would you mind following me again, on that one? *awkwarrrd...*

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Joxx-100 Featured By Owner Mar 29, 2012  Hobbyist Filmographer
no problem! ^^
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mewulu Featured By Owner Mar 23, 2012  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
Thanks for the watch!
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toniii Featured By Owner Mar 11, 2012  Student Digital Artist
thanks so much for the watch :D I really appreciate it!
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Zortje Featured By Owner Mar 10, 2012  Student Interface Designer
Thank you so much for the :+devwatch:, you're awesome! :la:
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el-ruben Featured By Owner Mar 2, 2012  Hobbyist General Artist
Thank you! :)
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Daniel-Storm Featured By Owner Mar 1, 2012
Thank you for the Watch! :wave:
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Misty-Mountain-Hop Featured By Owner Mar 1, 2012  Hobbyist Artist
:blush: I'm honored for the :+devwatch:!
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